I don't know how it was with you and your folks but my dad was never warm to me. Then he leaves me this video that says I was his whole world or some shit. That stuff makes it harder, you know? Knowing if he had more time... maybe we could've had a real relationship.
[ Oh, he does want to talk about it? York reads through it, and yeah, that's pretty rough. ]
maybe. or maybe he never would've prioritized you enough. sometimes we only know what we have when we lose it.
i remember my parents being pretty great but i was so young it's hard to know how much i just made up to cope. how much was dreams because i missed them.
[ lesson #1: tony always wants to talk about it. still, he feels greedy, he got more time than york did even if the quality sucked. which is better? who's to say? ]
21. The company was signed over to me and my dad's proxy by lunchtime. Who turned out to be evil because I guess who doesn't anymore?
i promise i'm not gonna spring evil on you? how often does that happen? how do you trust anybody if it's a constant thing? like i don't think i'm ever going to trust authority again.
Either that or I'm naively foolhardy. Take your pick.
I don't think we're about to get that evidence any time soon since a crazy witch did fling us halfway across the universe to break up a fish turf war, but. Keep looking for clues if it makes you feel better I guess.
I'll accept that answer this once, but only because I keep trusting super villains and it's getting real old.
Get Bob Barker in here, this guy's a champion. Exactly, bud. I might be naive but there is maybe .0000001% of a chance this spins out the right way. And us being here has almost nothing to do with it.
as opposed to just a regular run of the mill villain? usually there's magic or some crazy misuse of tech going on. in the best cases: both. but mostly what makes a supervil you know: super is that they don't just want to kill you or your friends and family but also like take over the world and/or just cause total destruction. this one guy was hellbent on killing me painfully and didn't care who else was in his way for example???? well okay that's been a few guys already but this one was scary and russian so i think it counts extra.
Oh yeah we're moving. No shark attacks yet so you know 👍💎☀️
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i'm sorry, tony
i'll steer clear from now on
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how are you dealing with him being here?
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Is that something you really get over?
[ he's talking about bucky, but that also passes as a viable question for how he feels, so. ]
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no on both counts.
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it was the war not murder but
i still wound up an orphan.
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I don't know how it was with you and your folks but my dad was never warm to me. Then he leaves me this video that says I was his whole world or some shit. That stuff makes it harder, you know? Knowing if he had more time... maybe we could've had a real relationship.
But everybody only gets what they get. Right?
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maybe. or maybe he never would've prioritized you enough. sometimes we only know what we have when we lose it.
i remember my parents being pretty great but i was so young it's hard to know how much i just made up to cope. how much was dreams because i missed them.
how old were you?
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21. The company was signed over to me and my dad's proxy by lunchtime. Who turned out to be evil because I guess who doesn't anymore?
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shit.
i promise i'm not gonna spring evil on you?
how often does that happen? how do you trust anybody if it's a constant thing?
like i don't think i'm ever going to trust authority again.
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[ tony you don't pay your therapist because it's just your friend listening to you ramble. this is literally no different. ]
Probably a good call on that though anyway. Authority blows.
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yeah i've never encountered authority that wasn't terrible in some way so. until i'm proven otherwise it's not all bad news i'm not big on it.
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I don't think we're about to get that evidence any time soon since a crazy witch did fling us halfway across the universe to break up a fish turf war, but. Keep looking for clues if it makes you feel better I guess.
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i'm not actively looking, especially not here. how is breaking up the fish turf war supposed to help our situation anyway?
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Get Bob Barker in here, this guy's a champion. Exactly, bud. I might be naive but there is maybe .0000001% of a chance this spins out the right way. And us being here has almost nothing to do with it.
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i guess we'll see how things shake out -- but i'll be way more comfortable once you get make it over here. how's that convoy coming?
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Oh yeah we're moving. No shark attacks yet so you know 👍💎☀️